A month

1 month ago I was looking into your eyes, embracing your warmth.
Tonight here we are singing together on Skype.
I love you.

Hold On To Me

Quote from a friend

"Sometimes it's pathetic to see how all the good times and things done are just pushed aside for something else that wasn't pleasant and it's also pitiful to see how anger brings out harsh words from peoples mouth which they don't mean at the end of the day."

One Step Taken Towards Greatness

Solved one of a few conflicts today. Big achievement indeed. Guess who played a big part in helping me handle that problem? Yup. Her. I guess coming up with amazing surprises is her specialty. I never expected anyone to help out that much. I never expected anyone apart from my own parents would go from one place to another (great distance between these two places mind you) just to help me solve my problems. I've never experienced this. This kind of treatment. Lost for words, all I could do was thank her.

And so that marks the end of one of my problems. True, there's more I have to solve, and true, there's always more to come but a lesson I recently learned today was that no matter what comes your way, you will always get through it even though it can be really hard to do so.

Today I mark another change, I will move away from being the pessimist that I was. She told me to never look at the worst possible outcome out of anything. And her words, well, they're the kind of words I'm not afraid to believe in.

Thank you Allah for getting me through this and another thanks to her, for being by my side yet again.

Sometimes

To get through a fight, it's not about who has the balls. It's about who has the heart and the maturity.

A New Chapter

With the creation of this blog, I announce a new chapter in my life. I announce a change. From today onwards, I'll live my life the way I want to live it. I do what I want. I'll do what's best for me. I won't change myself to suit other people's interest. I won't change myself unless I want to.

This week has had it's ups and downs. I decided to look at it in a more positive way. I had fights with friends. Some of them I've managed to fix, some of them decided to ignore me. It's a tough period of time. But I'll let everything be. I'll fix what I can. I can forgive, I can forget, but if the other party decides not to make a move, I don't see any reason why I should even try. As someone who I hold really dear to me said, "it takes two hands to clap".

Honestly, without that 'someone' I don't really know how I'd handle all this trouble. She helped me out. A lot. Countless of priceless advices. So priceless I don't know how I can ever repay her. She wasn't on my side. She was BY my side. She accompanied me on nights I know I'll have a hard time going through alone. I can safely assure myself that I am deeply in love with her.

A very momentous week it was. I might have made some enemies maybe (and hopefully it won't last), but I have certainly caught a glimpse of a possible future love of my life.

I will change. To be a better person. A better man. And I'll start by appreciating life.

LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE.