2 WEEKS

I AM GONNA MISS YOU LIKE HELL BOOHOONIEEEE

I am sorry

for breaking your heart with words I did not mean.
you are still and will forever be my number one.
and ahead of my present, there is only you.
forgive me for tearing you apart.
trusting my words can be hard for you now but I will still promise you my whole heart.
I swear that I'll make you see...
That you're the only one for me.

I'm lost without you

I Love You

9/15/11 8:49:46 PM: dky<3: I always Sayang you okay. I stayed up for you last night somemore :/
9/15/11 8:41:28 PM: dky<3: Mana Ada hurt you. I Sayang you

.........

9/30/11 7:49:58 AM: Christineee: Bye hottiee

9/30/11 7:49:17 AM: dky<3: byee

9/30/11 7:49:10 AM: dky<3: okay :) night night

9/30/11 7:49:03 AM: Christineee: I'm going to bed

9/30/11 7:48:56 AM: Christineee: Okay!

9/30/11 7:48:53 AM: Christineee: Hahaha

9/30/11 7:48:36 AM: dky<3: I'm going to get ready now. So I will reach there earlier.  then mum will not crash into us. Haha

9/30/11 7:47:55 AM: dky<3: hahaha DUWAN

9/30/11 7:47:31 AM: Christineee: Peluk aku sikit

9/30/11 7:47:29 AM: Christineee: Amboih

9/30/11 7:47:16 AM: Christineee: 

9/30/11 7:46:34 AM: dky<3: ikr ~

9/30/11 7:46:54 AM: Christineee: Sàrcasm~

9/30/11 7:45:57 AM: dky<3: :S hahaha you're so hilarious

9/30/11 7:45:45 AM: Christineee: Hahaha

9/30/11 7:45:40 AM: Christineee: I thought you were mocking me

9/30/11 7:45:34 AM: Christineee: Ohhhh

9/30/11 7:45:32 AM: dky<3: ...... K pula.

9/30/11 7:45:22 AM: dky<3: Haha. Cause she thought class starts at 10am .

9/30/11 7:45:12 AM: Christineee: K

9/30/11 7:44:27 AM: dky<3: mum knows my schedule. Nanti dia ingat I ponteng.

9/30/11 7:44:20 AM: Christineee: Sure!

9/30/11 7:44:07 AM: dky<3: Can you pick me up at the back gate instead?

9/30/11 7:43:45 AM: dky<3: Okay okay :)

9/30/11 7:43:22 AM: Christineee: Tee hee

9/30/11 7:43:19 AM: Christineee: Then come back to find parking

9/30/11 7:43:11 AM: Christineee: So I thought of picking you up from college at the foyer or wtv then go out

9/30/11 7:42:46 AM: Christineee: No la I ajak outside because at 9 there is no way to get a parking

9/30/11 7:42:05 AM: dky<3: where do we meet?

9/30/11 7:40:58 AM: dky<3: You decide

9/30/11 7:40:45 AM: Christineee: Anywhere is ok as long as it's with you

9/30/11 7:40:10 AM: dky<3: haha I'm asking you silly Billy

9/30/11 7:39:59 AM: Christineee: Anywhere you want okay? :)

9/30/11 7:39:33 AM: dky<3: Or you prefer to eat in college ?

9/30/11 7:39:17 AM: Christineee: Okay slave

9/30/11 7:38:59 AM: dky<3: Okay boss

9/30/11 7:38:47 AM: Christineee: No choice

9/30/11 7:38:39 AM: Christineee: Sp la kot

9/30/11 7:38:33 AM: dky<3: Can't **

9/30/11 7:38:26 AM: dky<3: Ehh donkey. Later you can find parking how?

9/30/11 7:38:12 AM: dky<3: Ohhh hahaha

9/30/11 7:37:57 AM: Christineee: I was talking abt myself ;)

9/30/11 7:37:32 AM: dky<3: Where got :3

9/30/11 7:37:21 AM: Christineee: So cute :3

9/30/11 7:37:14 AM: Christineee: Hahaha

9/30/11 7:36:58 AM: dky<3: ):<

9/30/11 7:36:49 AM: dky<3: Pergi mampus lahhh

9/30/11 7:36:35 AM: Christineee: Angel of death :(

9/30/11 7:36:08 AM: dky<3: ): nooooo Ashley is an angel ;)

9/30/11 7:35:56 AM: Christineee: Ashley evil ):

9/30/11 7:35:38 AM: dky<3: ):

9/30/11 7:35:33 AM: dky<3: :o

9/30/11 7:35:30 AM: Christineee: Then die

9/30/11 7:34:57 AM: dky<3: Haha you will get diarrhea

9/30/11 7:34:37 AM: Christineee: Or you cook :P

9/30/11 7:33:15 AM: dky<3: hehe then we can pack for sha :)

9/30/11 7:32:48 AM: dky<3: haha okayy :)

9/30/11 7:32:40 AM: Christineee: Buy anything then eat in the car together :3

9/30/11 7:32:24 AM: Christineee: Jahat

9/30/11 7:32:16 AM: dky<3: :P

9/30/11 7:32:13 AM: dky<3: Haha i had snowflake dah semalam

9/30/11 7:31:59 AM: dky<3: Up to you :)

9/30/11 7:31:49 AM: Christineee: no jam at 9++

9/30/11 7:31:09 AM: dky<3: jam sangat

9/30/11 7:30:58 AM: dky<3: haha. You wanna drive ke

9/30/11 7:30:54 AM: Christineee: Snowflake :P

9/30/11 7:30:46 AM: Christineee: Ss15 la :O

9/30/11 7:29:25 AM: dky<3: So how?

9/30/11 7:29:20 AM: dky<3: hahaha. Mcd is not open yet in sp.

9/30/11 7:29:01 AM: Christineee: Anywhere you want! :D

9/30/11 7:28:44 AM: dky<3: where? :3

9/30/11 7:28:39 AM: Christineee: Mcd? :B

9/30/11 7:28:31 AM: Christineee: Then we go brunch?

9/30/11 7:28:21 AM: Christineee: Awwww :B

9/30/11 7:26:50 AM: dky<3: Hmm. I'm gonna get ready at 8am. Reaching there around 9am I guess

9/30/11 7:26:22 AM: dky<3: Sayang you

9/30/11 7:26:11 AM: Christineee: What time are you going?

9/30/11 7:25:59 AM: Christineee: Sayang? :)

9/30/11 7:17:19 AM: dky<3: :)

9/30/11 7:17:15 AM: dky<3: Sayang

9/30/11 7:17:11 AM: dky<3: Why):

9/30/11 7:12:18 AM: Christineee: :(

9/30/11 6:39:36 AM: dky<3: Go sleep silly

9/30/11 6:39:37 AM: Christineee: Gugugugfu

9/30/11 6:11:24 AM: dky<3: Why r u awake? ): go sleeppp

9/30/11 4:16:11 AM: Christineee: Poke poke

9/30/11 3:40:51 AM: Christineee: Crap la imy :(

9/30/11 3:39:30 AM: Christineee: Meoww

9/29/11 10:27:33 PM: Christineee: Night :)

9/29/11 10:27:25 PM: Christineee: That's like putting you far away

9/29/11 10:27:17 PM: dky<3: Night hun

9/29/11 10:27:06 PM: dky<3: You should put your phone far away. To reduce your headache.

9/29/11 10:26:08 PM: dky<3: Hug

9/29/11 10:25:59 PM: Christineee: Hug

9/29/11 10:25:37 PM: dky<3: You too , Good night

9/29/11 10:25:17 PM: Christineee: Call me if you need anything

9/29/11 10:25:04 PM: Christineee: Sweet dreams

9/29/11 10:25:00 PM: Christineee: Good night ashley :)

9/29/11 10:24:23 PM: dky<3: Good night, sleep tight n sweet dreams.

9/29/11 10:23:54 PM: dky<3: I promise :)

9/29/11 10:23:39 PM: Christineee: Okay promise me you'll sleep then :)

Silence is a frustrating answer, When all you want is a sign

I just want to help

amazing how lately i've managed to stay positive and tell myself i should only do everything my way and everything will be ok but tonight I just feel like shit. I've never done anything enough for anyone. fuck my life.

ATBL

Eve of 11/11/11

Before you go on to read this, I want you to take a deep breath, and thank a few people. I'll give you a list: God the Almighty; for giving you the chance to live and see the world, Your parents; for raising and helping you find light in this life, Your loved ones; for making you feel assured that you're never alone in this world and last but not least, YOURSELF; for all the effort you took, to carry on living every second and every minute of your life. For getting through all the struggles life put you through. Scraping through with scars known as life-lessons to give you that every bit of experience that will be forever useful to yourself.

Moving on...

Today, was a hectic day, full of miracles. Prompted me to change more about myself. I faced a huge-ass mountain of a problem today, but in the end, everything is fine. Life fucks you up at times but at the end of a dark tunnel there's is always an exit...filled with a ray of light. The trouble I faced made me feel like my life is always fucked up but it also helped me learn that whatever problems in life, there is always a solution.

And then there was her..
As usual, standing by my side. It wasn't her duty or job, no one told her to. But she chose to stand by me. Never have I felt that I actually can lean on someone truthfully. Never have I felt that someone actually has my back, 100%. And I, am eternally grateful that God gave me a chance to meet her. Thank you God for crossing our paths.
And thanks to her, for calming me down, pushing me to go through and telling me that everything will be fine. She promised me a glimmer of hope, I got a full blast of confidence in the end.

I promised myself that I'll never let go of her, something so precious and rare.
Day by day I'm beginning to get more and more hints.....
Love of my life? Maybe, hopefully.
This can sound childish but yeah, I love her, and deep down in my heart...
ireallyhopethaticanmarryherbecauseeverythingshedoesisbeautifulandherpresencekeepsmecalmandsane
I FEEL LIKE I'VE FOUND THE ONE. 

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