Monday, 23 January 2012
Sometimes
When I think of how you cried yourself to sleep for 4 months I can't help but to think that you don't deserve to go through such a thing and sometimes I even wonder how you pulled through.
Wednesday, 11 January 2012
Monday, 9 January 2012
Me
I am a sorry excuse for a boyfriend. When I should be dedicating myself to make you happy, I stumble in between. I have issues. I don't understand why I get sensitive. I have a short temper. I keep telling myself to fix it but I can never really make it disappear for good.
You're putting up everything for me, and I do appreciate every bit but one side of me always fucks things up. One side of me always somehow makes you feel like nothing you'll do will ever be enough for me. I'm going to set things straight here. You ARE the only thing that can actually make me so happy and smile so wide. But to every pros there are cons and I'm sorry mine had to come in the worst of forms. I'm vulnerable around you. I joke around but I'm sensitive around you. I can't explain why. And I really hate that because I know it can really make you unhappy. This isn't intended to be an insincere apology or anything. It's just a statement that I know how I can really ruin your day, and maybe even ruin you as a whole but trust me I've never had any intention of doing so and whenever it happens, trust me, I feel like shit for hurting someone I love the most.
Yes, I hate it when we fight, and I hate it more when I'm the cause of it. You deserve someone that can make you so much happier. Being with me, you smile, but you seem to frown more and I'm scared I'm not worth your time. But I won't let that hold me down. I will prove my worth. This whole process of becoming a man hasn't even reached it's peak yet. Far from it. I will learn. I will. And I'll be the best you'll ever know. It doesn't matter what the future holds. I want you to be able to look back at your life one day and not consider me a mistake, rather a miracle. Because that's what you are to me. It doesn't matter how I'll end up in the future, what job I get, what my results are gonna be....All that matters is that you were present in my life. That is a gift I can never cherish enough and although my way of showing my appreciation to you isn't how it's suppose to be, but trust me, I do appreciate you, I do care. In fact, I never thought I could care so much for someone rather than my own family. Yes I suck at showing that. That's just because I'm still new to it. I'll get better at it. Thank you, you've stamped your mark on my life, I intend to stamp mine on yours.
You're putting up everything for me, and I do appreciate every bit but one side of me always fucks things up. One side of me always somehow makes you feel like nothing you'll do will ever be enough for me. I'm going to set things straight here. You ARE the only thing that can actually make me so happy and smile so wide. But to every pros there are cons and I'm sorry mine had to come in the worst of forms. I'm vulnerable around you. I joke around but I'm sensitive around you. I can't explain why. And I really hate that because I know it can really make you unhappy. This isn't intended to be an insincere apology or anything. It's just a statement that I know how I can really ruin your day, and maybe even ruin you as a whole but trust me I've never had any intention of doing so and whenever it happens, trust me, I feel like shit for hurting someone I love the most.
Yes, I hate it when we fight, and I hate it more when I'm the cause of it. You deserve someone that can make you so much happier. Being with me, you smile, but you seem to frown more and I'm scared I'm not worth your time. But I won't let that hold me down. I will prove my worth. This whole process of becoming a man hasn't even reached it's peak yet. Far from it. I will learn. I will. And I'll be the best you'll ever know. It doesn't matter what the future holds. I want you to be able to look back at your life one day and not consider me a mistake, rather a miracle. Because that's what you are to me. It doesn't matter how I'll end up in the future, what job I get, what my results are gonna be....All that matters is that you were present in my life. That is a gift I can never cherish enough and although my way of showing my appreciation to you isn't how it's suppose to be, but trust me, I do appreciate you, I do care. In fact, I never thought I could care so much for someone rather than my own family. Yes I suck at showing that. That's just because I'm still new to it. I'll get better at it. Thank you, you've stamped your mark on my life, I intend to stamp mine on yours.
Sunday, 8 January 2012
You know that someone is precious when
You get in misunderstandings and still manage to laugh everything off in the end. You're as special as the word special gets. No, the word "special" can never even correctly describe how you are to me. You're way above that. No I'm not sweet talking shut up.
Saturday, 7 January 2012
Haih budak ni~
I think my girlfriend's blog is actually dead but maybe on life support. There are traces of heart beats now and then...hohhoho love you BUNIPAO
Monday, 2 January 2012
Kissing In Cars
As we wake up in your room
Your face is the first thing I see
The first time I've seen love
And the last I'll ever need
You remind her that your future
Will be nothing without her
Never lose her, I'm afraid
Better think of something good to say
But it's all been done more than once
I'll keep on trying
Oh god don't let me be the only one who says
No, at the top of our lungs there's no
No, such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
Then there's faith in love
She was always the one
I'll repeat it again, the one
No such thing as too young
Red lights flashing in the car we're kissing in
Call me crazy, I've always tried to remind her
That the future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster
I'm afraid that I've thrown it all away
No, at the top of our lungs, there's no
No such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
No at the top of our lungs, there's no
No such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
No, we'll repeat it again, there's no
No such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
Cause there's faith in love
If you kiss me goodnight
I'll know everything' is alright
Second chances won't leave us alone
Won't leave us alone
Cause there's faith in love
Your face is the first thing I see
The first time I've seen love
And the last I'll ever need
You remind her that your future
Will be nothing without her
Never lose her, I'm afraid
Better think of something good to say
But it's all been done more than once
I'll keep on trying
Oh god don't let me be the only one who says
No, at the top of our lungs there's no
No, such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
Then there's faith in love
She was always the one
I'll repeat it again, the one
No such thing as too young
Red lights flashing in the car we're kissing in
Call me crazy, I've always tried to remind her
That the future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster
I'm afraid that I've thrown it all away
No, at the top of our lungs, there's no
No such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
No at the top of our lungs, there's no
No such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
No, we'll repeat it again, there's no
No such thing as too young
Second chances won't leave you alone
Cause there's faith in love
If you kiss me goodnight
I'll know everything' is alright
Second chances won't leave us alone
Won't leave us alone
A New Year
A New Adventure for me and you, a continuation of our story from last year. You have always been the one. Thank you for opening my eyes to a love that is too amazing to be true.
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